|Judge Me Not Canvas 8x10 WIP|
This week has been especially tough for me. There is no grave illness & we still have a roof over our head, it's not that serious, but what happened to me earlier on this week has tested me. I go back & forth with guilt, shame, anger, & tears. I can't even completely talk about it without crying. So I'm on day 2 of "dealing with it". How did day one go? I survived, walked through the motions, but I walked around numb. I felt like a shell of a person. Not even sushi, beading & blogging could salvage my day. I normally bounce back after a few hours at most a day, but not this time. I woke up this morning feeling better but there is still a black cloud in my heart. I don't know how long this will last. I am forcing myself to go to my workout tonight. I force a smile, but it's becoming less forced.
So I stick to what I know. I find something to feed my soul. I go back time & again to a canvas with a sentiment. Here's the beginnings of a new one. And many thanks to this little sweetheart & her talented mom. You were the source of inspiration for my canvas. Thank you for sharing.
|Judge Me Not detail Acrylic on Canvas 8x10|